About Me

I'm Jonathan, a father of 4, husband to an adoring wife, and a web developer in San Antonio, TX. I talk about whatever is on my mind including mental disorders, technology, and politics.

About this site

Clusterfuck : Military term for an operation in which multiple things have gone wrong. Related to "SNAFU" (Situation Normal, All Fucked Up") and "FUBAR" (Fucked Up Beyond All Repair).

It all started as an inside joke. A former co-worker and I began talking about organizational disarray and how we should name our development server clusterfuck to help describe it's expected state of being. Being bored, I quickly checked and found that this domain was available. I left off the k intentionally.

For anyone who may be offended by this term ... I really don't care. The term originated with the military and does not refer to any sexual act. If you think it does then you really should re-evaluate your sources.

What it means to me

Life is a clusterfuck. Especially when you have children with autism. Everything is always SNAFU and FUBAR and while there will eventually be a day when I'll find some peace and quiet it won't be anytime soon. I love my children and I wouldn't trade my life for anything but it is absolutely nothing close to normal.